LIFE WILL BE FRUITFUL AND ENJOYABLE IF EVERYONE REALIZES THE REALITIES BASED ON THEIR PAST EXPERIENCE. I HAD A RIGID APPROACH, PREDETERMINED ATTITUDE, PRECONCEIVED NOTION WHICH WAS MY WEAKNESS.
IF I WOULD HAVE THOUGHT ON THESE AND REALIZED ABOUT THESE EARLIER PART OF MY CAREER, MORE HAPPINESS AND ENJOYMENT COULD HAVE BEEN SHARED. I HAD SO MUCH OF FALSE ILLUSIONS, AS IF I AM THE ONLY PERSON WHO IS TRUE TO HEART AND FRANK IN EXPRESSION, RIGHTEOUS, UPRIGHT PERSON TO HOLD CORRECT DECISIONS IN ANY MATTERS OF CONCERN.
REALLY WHEN THINK ABOUT THE KIND OF ATTITUDE IN THE PAST, I FEEL ASHAMED ABOUT HOW MUCH PAIN I MIGHT HAVE INFLICTED IN THE MINDS OF PEOPLE AROUND ME. ALL I CAN DO NOW IS TO REPENT FOR THE ACTION AND MAKE A CONSCIOUS DECISION NOT TO REPEAT. SELF-INTROSPECTION MADE ME REALIZE THE PRUDENT POINT AND I PRAY WITH SINCERITY TO THE ALMIGHTY TO REMOVE THESE TYPE OF DEFICIENCY WHICH I AM HAVING.
WHETHER WE ARE CORRECT OR NOT IN OUR ACTION, I APPEAL TO ONE AND ALL TO BE CONSCIOUS AND CARE FEEL FOR OTHERS FEELINGS AND DO NOT TRY TO HARM OR INSULT OTHERS LIKE I USED TO DO IN THE PAST.
HERE AGAIN SWAMI CHINMAYANANDA SAYING COMES TO MY MIND IS THAT, "SIN IS NEVER IN ACTION, BUT IT IS IN REACTION." THIS IS THE ESSENCE DERIVED ON MY EXPERIENCE. I REALLY FEEL GUILTY OF MY REACTION FOR INFLICTING INJURY TO MANY PEOPLE AND EVEN THOUGH BELATED, I REPENT AND FEEL SORRY.
Very very relevant post, to a lot of people in the world today (esp me :D). It takes a lot of courage and wisdom to accept something like this in public. I hope to learn these things now so I dont have to repent it later. But believe me, it is hard trying to consciously practise it, when you need that control most, your consciousness eludes you. :)
ReplyDeleteDEAR KAUSHIK,
ReplyDeleteNOW I CONSIDER YOU AS MY MOTIVATOR, WHEN SOME
ONE SHARES MY EXPERIENCE I FEEL VERY HAPPY.
MANY THANKS, WITH AN REQUEST KEEP ME MOTIVATED
MR.KAUSHIK.